Emotion

Questions, Judgments and Beliefs

Posted by on Feb 3, 2017 in death, dying, Emotion, Family | 0 comments

Questions, Judgments and Beliefs

What is this place where I suspend judgments and beliefs? If curiosity is more valuable than passion, at least my questions might move me forward. I stay long in this space of re-evaluating or assessing everything in my life, both internally and externally. The flat emotional plane is necessary for objectivity. Enough of my life has been spent in mood swings. Changing beliefs taken on under the influence of others mostly motivated the swings. To simply observe without judgments or attached meaning is liberating, yet flat. I miss the emotional highs, but without the lows how would I know they...

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Heirlooms of Illusion

Posted by on Jan 27, 2017 in blogging, Emotion, Family | 0 comments

Heirlooms of Illusion

Do I write to keep myself company, make a record for memories that fade and distort with time, or to have a conversation with myself in hopes I can find solutions to my problems? Do I just ramble on and download some thoughts since there’s no one to talk to? Are memories just heirlooms of illusion? A friend sent a link to Liz Gilbert about finding your passion, because he knows I liked Eat, Pray, Love. I’m not ready to read things from other people. I still have other people’s stuff in my head that I wish I could sort out and delete. Once it’s in there it’s in there and there is no way to...

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Praise The Great Whatever

Posted by on Jan 25, 2017 in Dreams and Visions, Emotion, Family, Money, Spirit | 0 comments

Praise The Great Whatever

Grateful for whatever few days in the house I have alone, but if it lasts too long I get into fear and worry about money. I was reminded to practice my mantra, More than I need is already here and I have enough to share. The last month helped me break past an internal barrier of not wanting someone here full time. Even with challenges of daily contact, I became comfortable sharing my living space. I let go of some of my picky issues about washing dishes and counters. If it bothers me I just clean it up without complaint. Not everyone has the same level of cleanliness standards. A talk with a...

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Imagine Being Human

Posted by on Jan 20, 2017 in blogging, Depression, Emotion | 0 comments

Imagine Being Human

After only one week of posts I don’t want to abandon the blog completely. I’ve been going through my days, but boring myself. No point in boring others. The idea is being human; let it flow without obligation. Sometimes a flow is suspended or interrupted, diverted for whatever reasons. I won’t force myself into a rut just because… Two friends showed up yesterday. After an email thread, one suggested we get together. I was honest about the weird/depressed space I’ve been in and haven’t reached out because I don’t want to dump my darkness on others. She said she’s been in plenty of weird dark...

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How Do I Flip the Attitude Switch?

Posted by on Jan 8, 2017 in blogging, Emotion, Faster EFT, journal, Tapping | 0 comments

How Do I Flip the Attitude Switch?

I need to flip a switch on my attitude. I’ve done it before, but how? Do I start tapping again? Maybe I could use it just for whatever I need to change right now. Don’t do the deep digging into the past; don’t buy into the belief that my whole world can magically be transformed. I will always be me, but I know there is a happier, freer me inside. I seem to have lost that in the fallout after leaving the world of FasterEFT. Many times I hear someone describe a problem, fear, habit, symptom, whatever, and I silently think, “You could tap on that…” It’s just another automatic conditioned...

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Technique To Release Pressure

Posted by on Jan 6, 2017 in blogging, Emotion, Faster EFT, healing, Money, stress, Tapping | 0 comments

Technique To Release Pressure

Pressure Release Technique I resist using things that are associated with FEFT and that leads me to explore another technique that works. I often use the karate chop point that they mostly stopped because people associate it with the EFT setup process, “Even though I have this…” It works well for self-acceptance and forgiveness. That is the ultimate goal, so I use it. Walking toward the insurance agency, I notice energy drain and gut symptoms. That’s just how my body responds to pressure. I can tap away these feelings, but don’t want to and think of mental tapping. I simply notice the...

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